It is so hard to follow the window's change forms. I had a good day today and thought to just write about it so that it makes me more comfortable to find the way how to add the next post. Why do they have to change it?
Anyway I wanted to put down my thoughts even so they are meaningless to anyone else.
Cassandra will come Wednesday and cut the done blooms of my lilacks. It isn't easy to think that I should do it my self, but - the age puts a tremble on my balance to risk climbing the stairs. I am glad I have the girl so willing to do the work.
It does give me also a peace of mind that my garden still gets kept reasonably good. This morning I noticed that the new seeds on the place where the spruce tree was dug out has come up and looks great. It seems like I can see them sprouting higher. Well - maybe poets vision.
Actualy I don't remember what I wanted to write before I found the way to open the draft place.
Now I like to see if I find a way to post it on the blog.
Monday, June 3, 2013
June 3rd,2013
It is so hard to follow the window's change forms. I had a good day today and thought to just write about it so that it makes me more comfortable to find the way how to add the next post. Why do they have to change it?
Anyway I wanted to put down my thoughts even so they are meaningless to anyone else.
Cassandra will come Wednesday and cut the done blooms of my lilacks. It isn't easy to think that I should do it my self, but - the age puts a tremble on my balance to risk climbing the stairs. I am glad I have the girl so willing to do the work.
It does give me also a peace of mind that my garden still gets kept reasonably good. This morning I noticed that the new seeds on the place where the spruce tree was dug out has come up and looks great. It seems like I can see them sprouting higher. Well - maybe poets vision.
Actualy I don't remember what I wanted to write before I found the way to open the draft place.
Now I like to see if I find a way to post it on the blog.
Anyway I wanted to put down my thoughts even so they are meaningless to anyone else.
Cassandra will come Wednesday and cut the done blooms of my lilacks. It isn't easy to think that I should do it my self, but - the age puts a tremble on my balance to risk climbing the stairs. I am glad I have the girl so willing to do the work.
It does give me also a peace of mind that my garden still gets kept reasonably good. This morning I noticed that the new seeds on the place where the spruce tree was dug out has come up and looks great. It seems like I can see them sprouting higher. Well - maybe poets vision.
Actualy I don't remember what I wanted to write before I found the way to open the draft place.
Now I like to see if I find a way to post it on the blog.
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Sunday , June 2nd.
What a struggle! I got it on after bothering Dirk all evening. How did I do - I don't know. I'm glad that I made it there. It is the time of the year when I feel creative, not always to my capacity, but willing. Right now I just have to send million thanks to Dirk for trying to organize my scattered mind to manage the computer blog. I don' even know if I can make another addition tomorrow, but for to day I am happy. Thanks, Dirk, though I don't kow how I got it done.
May 14 2013
I wish I could write on my log, but I am stuck and Dirk is away at the cottage. I am trying to get the Afghans done for the bridal shower. Hard on my hands. I do get up and just watch out the window.
How little we notice the beauty of every day surroundings. Maybe I am not like most people. I do find a true joy just watching how the leafs are getting bigger day by day, how the lilac and apple blossom buds are opening, how the birds don’t seem to be happy that I am cutting down on the feeding. It is time they get uses on self support. The whole place looks so peaceful.
The two rabbits are enjoying them selves and I do enjoy there connection or disagreements. It just is peace people ignore. It is a beauty better than any human artist can make. Being alone I do feel abandoned lots of time, but when I look out there – I’m not. The Lord creates the view to peace…
My14,2013
My 14, 2013
It is late to be awake for me. It has been a busy day. I was doing work that actually is beyond my capability, but I did feel good and can not say that my arthritis made too big of pain. I was anxious to try my electric lawn mover. Sonja does not want to do this work, at least for me that I know, any more. So I have to find someone to help me doing with the work my body refuses to handle. Dirk’s son Nathaniel was going to do the cutting. It isn’t grown enough to do it yet, but I thought , I have still the electric lawn mover in the shed and decided to try if it works after all the years it has been laying there open to rust and what ever deteriots it.
To my own surprise, I did manage to get it going and even cut the places on the lawn where the weeds had grown bigger. It works. I can do some of myself – for exercise. Maybe not the whole lawn at once, but it makes me feel good that it did not hurt me. My back wasn’t really happy about it but it was not more that I could not handle without taking painkillers. Great feeling to be able to manage once need by me.
I do have problem with the computer. I still can not find how to get additional entries in my blog. Dirk said he will come and see what he can correct in m my mess. He is such a great helper; I have no way of how to thank him.
So I decided to write just on any file and transfer later to the blog.
The e-mail I got from Ruta – I can see that her life has a different way of floating through than mine. Indra does not answer much on my e-mails. Where are relationships between siblings?
Maybe I am different, but in what way do I deserve to be ignored?
I am sure glad I found connection with God and belong to the church where people try more or less to live as Jesus asked them. So do I.
It does bring peace in the soul even in a little creations God has made and normally we don’t notice. Well, for me it is the thing to enjoy and know – we don’t rule anything in our life. In a way I am glad even so some days are hard to help my mind at peace.
See how I manage from now. Depends of when Dirk will find time and set my mind technically at peace. He is great and I do admire how he manages all the good deeds he does. May god bless him.
May 19, 2013
I wish I could write on my log, but I am stuck and Dirk is away at the cottage. I am trying to get the Afghans done for the bridal shower. Hard on my hands. I do get up and just watch out the window.
How little we notice the beauty of every day surroundings. Maybe I am not like most people. I do find a true joy just watching how the leafs are getting bigger day by day, how the lilac and apple blossom buds are opening, how the birds don’t seem to be happy that I am cutting down on the feeding. It is time they get uses on self support. The whole place looks so peaceful.
The two rabbits are enjoying them selves and I do enjoy there connection or disagreements. It just is peace people ignore. It is a beauty better than any human artist can make. Being alone I do feel abandoned lots of time, but when I look out there – I’m not. The Lord creates the view to peace…
May 14 2013
It is late to be awake for me. It has been a busy day. I was doing work that actually is beyond my capability, but I did feel good and can not say that my arthritis made too big of pain. I was anxious to try my electric lawn mover. Sonja does not want to do this work, at least for me that I know, any more. So I have to find someone to help me doing with the work my body refuses to handle. Dirk’s son Nathaniel was going to do the cutting. It isn’t grown enough to do it yet, but I thought , I have still the electric lawn mover in the shed and decided to try if it works after all the years it has been laying there open to rust and what ever deteriots it.
To my own surprise, I did manage to get it going and even cut the places on the lawn where the weeds had grown bigger. It works. I can do some of myself – for exercise. Maybe not the whole lawn at once, but it makes me feel good that it did not hurt me. My back wasn’t really happy about it but it was not more that I could not handle without taking painkillers. Great feeling to be able to manage once need by me.
I do have problem with the computer. I still can not find how to get additional entries in my blog. Dirk said he will come and see what he can correct in m my mess. He is such a great helper; I have no way of how to thank him.
So I decided to write just on any file and transfer later to the blog.
The e-mail I got from Ruta – I can see that her life has a different way of floating through than mine. Indra does not answer much on my e-mails. Where are relationships between siblings?
Maybe I am different, but in what way do I deserve to be ignored?
I am sure glad I found connection with God and belong to the church where people try more or less to live as Jesus asked them. So do I.
It does bring peace in the soul even in a little creations God has made and normally we don’t notice. Well, for me it is the thing to enjoy and know – we don’t rule anything in our life. In a way I am glad even so some days are hard to help my mind at peace.
See how I manage from now. Depends of when Dirk will find time and set my mind technically at peace. He is great and I do admire how he manages all the good deeds he does. May god bless him.
To my own surprise, I did manage to get it going and even cut the places on the lawn where the weeds had grown bigger. It works. I can do some of myself – for exercise. Maybe not the whole lawn at once, but it makes me feel good that it did not hurt me. My back wasn’t really happy about it but it was not more that I could not handle without taking painkillers. Great feeling to be able to manage once need by me.
I do have problem with the computer. I still can not find how to get additional entries in my blog. Dirk said he will come and see what he can correct in m my mess. He is such a great helper; I have no way of how to thank him.
So I decided to write just on any file and transfer later to the blog.
The e-mail I got from Ruta – I can see that her life has a different way of floating through than mine. Indra does not answer much on my e-mails. Where are relationships between siblings?
Maybe I am different, but in what way do I deserve to be ignored?
I am sure glad I found connection with God and belong to the church where people try more or less to live as Jesus asked them. So do I.
It does bring peace in the soul even in a little creations God has made and normally we don’t notice. Well, for me it is the thing to enjoy and know – we don’t rule anything in our life. In a way I am glad even so some days are hard to help my mind at peace.
See how I manage from now. Depends of when Dirk will find time and set my mind technically at peace. He is great and I do admire how he manages all the good deeds he does. May god bless him.
Friday, May 10, 2013
Just another day
May 10, 2013
It is raining. First things in the morning feels down pressing. Darkness is never a good feeling.
Just as the day went the rain never amount to anything big, just enough to help the nature to wake up of the winter sleep.
Why am I writing?
Just feels like a nice day anyway. I've taking pictures from inside the house as the birds at the feeder and the rabbits making a date. It looks like the whole nature has a need to have some "drink" to give the energy to start a new seasons growth.
At my regular evening routine I noticed that my vision was exceptionally good in comparison of other evenings. I do wonder why?
Will I ever get an answer or is it just my believe and faith that God is with me? In any case I do feel exceptionally good without thinking if I am in a dream or imagination.
I don't have any other way of share my joyful feeling than just write here. How good does it do to me or is anyone sharing it with me - really does not matter. It is good to be able to see clearer than before - vision or imagination - medical help - or God's blessing? - Just enough to have a grateful and joyful evening.
Blessed night for every one , if you ever read this.
It is raining. First things in the morning feels down pressing. Darkness is never a good feeling.
Just as the day went the rain never amount to anything big, just enough to help the nature to wake up of the winter sleep.
Why am I writing?
Just feels like a nice day anyway. I've taking pictures from inside the house as the birds at the feeder and the rabbits making a date. It looks like the whole nature has a need to have some "drink" to give the energy to start a new seasons growth.
At my regular evening routine I noticed that my vision was exceptionally good in comparison of other evenings. I do wonder why?
Will I ever get an answer or is it just my believe and faith that God is with me? In any case I do feel exceptionally good without thinking if I am in a dream or imagination.
I don't have any other way of share my joyful feeling than just write here. How good does it do to me or is anyone sharing it with me - really does not matter. It is good to be able to see clearer than before - vision or imagination - medical help - or God's blessing? - Just enough to have a grateful and joyful evening.
Blessed night for every one , if you ever read this.
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