lonely day

lonely day
lonely day I was trying to get a picture posted from kodak file, but actualy has no use.That was a picture with other writers long weekend.I was out of mine loneliness. There was a themes abut literary values. I am yet not that familiar with all of of them. Pardon me, at 88 one does not learn literary history, though it is interesting.I am not sure where my mind is going now???? Death is the closest . .. Why am I trying or even avoiding to think about improving my knowledge of writers who did feel like I do - future is not in our control. I do like to write something that will leave a tought in the readers mind - life does not have a recipe how it will complete. Am I afraid? I don't think so, but - what do I know?I don't even know why I do try writing something on this blog? Who will read it or even think about it after? I just feel lonely. For all I have done - I still have to die alone and without any consoling feelings today....