Another day gone not thinking much if I should write on the blog. It  is like a diary just letting strangers read it. I did work on a new poetry book today. I'm not shure if I will be able to accomplish it. Never learning , never schooling  how to do it, I wander in my thoughts all impossible realities. God has granted all of us with special talents. I don't think it always is art. It is opening my heart and trying to find friensds with interests we can shear. The world is so muddled up politicaly and many other ways with disaggreements. Love is lost somewhere, burried of "economical" - greed  ways of living.
I am writing this just to ease my mind how to carry on surviving the time God has made me to be. What ever His goal is for me bothers me - am I good enough to accomplish His destination for me?
It is easy to find excuses for doing or not doing things. When will I  feel secure that I am folowing His designated road for me? Will I ever in this life time here on earth? It is frustruating. How do I know I'm not making another sin? I do pray, but not always sure He hears me or responds to it.
It is trembling my soul about what ever will be. Yet that is all there is  - just be...The Lord knows how...