lonely day
lonely day I was trying to get a picture posted from kodak file, but actualy has no use.That was a picture with other writers long weekend.I was out of mine loneliness. There was a themes abut literary values. I am yet not that familiar with all of of them. Pardon me, at 88 one does not learn literary history, though it is interesting.I am not sure where my mind is going now???? Death is the closest . .. Why am I trying or even avoiding to think about improving my knowledge of writers who did feel like I do - future is not in our control. I do like to write something that will leave a tought in the readers mind - life does not have a recipe how it will complete. Am I afraid? I don't think so, but - what do I know?I don't even know why I do try writing something on this blog? Who will read it or even think about it after? I just feel lonely. For all I have done - I still have to die alone and without any consoling feelings today....
Friday, August 31, 2012
Friday, August 24, 2012
Just getting my toughts together
I gave not written for a long time because "we do not have equal rights".
The whole life turns around money and therefore people like me who live n the worlds quiet corner have no access to the many catching satellites. I finally got with some ones help my computer back to get at the folders I like to write something. It does not have and wont be another poem right now, because I am frustrated about the so named advanced connections. I think sometime I could die before the computer connects to the file I like. Meanwhile have thought about 88 years life that does not mean anything to anyone else. Though - 88 years teaches a lot even without school or new laws and new borderlines in community life.
I just have quieted down for the frustration the computer done to me and have my thoughts
too many to right about now. I will "cool" (new word interpretation) my mind and actually am itching to do more writing on the blog. For now - hope they wont change my programs again without my personal permission. I am not interested of what anyone has to sell. Life has more to it than material matter that are available for money. That is my reason for writing.
So I hope to get at it with fresh thoughts ( and poems) again.
So this is unloading my disappointment with the technical progress and Ii hope I will be able to put more of my thoughts on the blog.
The whole life turns around money and therefore people like me who live n the worlds quiet corner have no access to the many catching satellites. I finally got with some ones help my computer back to get at the folders I like to write something. It does not have and wont be another poem right now, because I am frustrated about the so named advanced connections. I think sometime I could die before the computer connects to the file I like. Meanwhile have thought about 88 years life that does not mean anything to anyone else. Though - 88 years teaches a lot even without school or new laws and new borderlines in community life.
I just have quieted down for the frustration the computer done to me and have my thoughts
too many to right about now. I will "cool" (new word interpretation) my mind and actually am itching to do more writing on the blog. For now - hope they wont change my programs again without my personal permission. I am not interested of what anyone has to sell. Life has more to it than material matter that are available for money. That is my reason for writing.
So I hope to get at it with fresh thoughts ( and poems) again.
So this is unloading my disappointment with the technical progress and Ii hope I will be able to put more of my thoughts on the blog.
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