Just another day

May 10, 2013

It is raining. First things in the morning feels down pressing. Darkness is never a good feeling.
Just as the day went the rain never amount to anything big, just enough to help the nature to wake up of the winter sleep.
Why am I writing?
Just feels like a nice day anyway. I've taking pictures from  inside the house as the birds at the feeder and the rabbits  making a date. It looks like the whole nature has a need to have some "drink" to give the energy to start a new seasons growth.
At my regular evening routine I noticed that my vision was exceptionally good in comparison of other evenings. I do wonder why?
Will I ever get an answer or is it just my believe and faith that God is with me? In any case I do feel exceptionally good without thinking if I am in a dream or imagination.
I don't have any other way of share my joyful feeling than just write here. How good does it do to me or is anyone sharing it with me - really does not matter. It is good to be able to see clearer than before - vision or imagination - medical help - or God's blessing? - Just enough to have a grateful and joyful evening.
Blessed night for every one , if you ever read this.

May 7th


I was yesterday on another Eduard Klassens concert. We live miles apart and meat only at the concerts. Something touches me and he responds as lovely as I wish anyone else would do.
There must be an extraterestial connection between us. Invisible strings that bind us. It changes my whole day's ruffles when I meet him and listen to his musicc and speech. Mystery or God's guided relationship?
I just wonder. To me every time I meet him and hear his concert and speech, even some might be repeat, gives me like another  blessing of peace. I have not asked how he feels about it, but  - I think the hugs I get says it.
It makes a day to forget all worldly troubles.
Thank you Eduard.

May 4th 2013

Waiting -
Isn't that what life is about?
I am accusing anyone - just lonely - who knows what is it like to be my age , always being active, maybe not always the way God wants me to go. I am getting more tired physically , but so far my mind and my soul is still active and criticising myself. Am I  expecting things that other people can not do? I did spent my life helping people who were incapable to hep themselves. I really felt good then. But according to the Bible - what you give will get returned some time or other.  Am I at this point insignificant and unimportant? I still have the same feelings for others I had when I was filling my days without thinking if  I have a life of my own - just help others to feel as comfortable and as loved as I did. Did I make illusions for my self? Isn't that the real earthly way of living? Why am I so frustrated? To me it feels like I have always given and never received the love I thought was suppose to come back to me?
I guess I'll never know the real truth until there after...